And know I'll always love you, right now I just don't like you.

Well I'm still confused. And I'm still in love with Relient K. Not much has changed since last time I blogged. My knee is extremely itchy because yesterday my cat's claw got stuck in my skin. It wasn't pretty. So... The picture is a lovely pretty old door. Did you ever think of what doors represent? Well, each door unlocks a different life, and right now I'm trying to decide which door to go through. The one that looks easy for now, or the one that looks ugly, and may end up ugly, but it might be better in the end. That probably makes NO sense, but it does to me. So School is pretty much dunzo for me after this Wednesday, nothing much after that. I think I should probably make my blogs more meaningful and less babbly. if that's a word. I guess I'll finish off my blog with a think I wrote about music, and me. My relationship with music, because it is truly my world. Some people don't get that. They say
"So you've found your passion, what are you going to do with it?"
And I say
"Listen to it for the rest of my life."
they say
"That's it?"
I get unsure of myself but then I realize, it's enough.
If you find something amazing, you don't have to make an extravagant gesture
you can just love it.
I think that's true with people and passions.
Music is my passion
so here's the thing a ma bobber.
Please don't steal it, although I shouldn't have to ask that, now should I?
Colors

Flow through my ears and fills my brain with poetry.
Drives out the noise and helps me concentrate.
Without music I'd go crazy.
Life is black and white, without music.
Music is neon and pastels, and blood red.
I scroll through thousands of songs
And millions of words
A hundreds of stories
My collection tells the story of my life.
I'm home.
When I'm singing,
I'm here.
When I'm listening,
I'm calm.
When I'm starved,
I'm gone.
I'm addicted.
It's delicious.

guess that's it for now.
Until next time,
LISTENING TO- Forget and not slow down- Relient K
Wishing- things made sense.... again.
Talking: On MSN
Feeling- Confused, tired.

Be My Escape.

Well hello. Life's been pretty hectic/crazy and now, well I'm just confused. Ya know how sometimes you think you have everything figured out and then one thing happens, and you get completely thrown off balance and you have no idea if everything you've been going on is just shattered? Well I'm sorta having one of those moments right now, and I can say that it's unsettling, and annoying, and quite frankly I don't know what to do. Normally, I sorta have a plan and everything figured out, but now I just don't know. On the plus side, I discovered I have a deep musical passion for Relient K. I love them and you NEED to check them out. They've been on itunes since 2004, and they have a bunch of CD's, a bunch of GREAT music! So really, check them out! Also, I GOT TICKETS! The coveted tickets I was so deeply worried about getting, (yes I mean the JB/Demi Lovato concert tickets) and I am so relieved that I got them. They're not coming to my state, so I'm flying to Denver to see them. It's exciting. I guess I don't have too much more to say just... Well just wanted to say hello. So hello, and goodbye until next time...
Listening to-The One I'm Waiting For- Relient K
Feeling- Confused
Wishing- Everything made sense for a minute.

Paramore? I love you.

Well hello my lovelies!
Yesterday I was in a really bad mood.
But now I'm good.
Why? Because last night I went to an amazing Paramore concert.
It was INCREDIBLE
AMAZING.
INCREDIBLY AMAZING.
Fun and Reliant K opened, and they were amazing.
But really, it was awesome. We were pretty damn close so it was exciting.
They opened with Looking up, they closed with Misery Business. They played Whoa (amazing) Let the flames begin, Ignorance, Careful, The Only exception, CrushCrushCrush, Brick By Boring Brick and a bunch more.
THEY WERE INCREDIBLE.
Also, Nick Jonas and the Administration released a new album today.
A live one with 2-3 new songs depending how you look at it.
And the We'll Be A Dream music video came out.
So you can see why I'm happy.
Extremely happy
Oh, BTW, photo credit to Jim Urquhart.
I'm happy.
I shall now go.
Listening to- Inseparable- Nick Jonas and the Administration cover.
Feeling- Happy, soar from jumping up and down last night.
Wishing- I could go back tonight.
Guess that's it.
-Laly

Happy Bread Pudding Recipe Exchange Week

Happy Bread Pudding Exchange Week! No, I honestly did not make this up, it is national Bread Pudding Recipe Exchange week. I don't have a Bread Pudding Recipe to exchange, but I think this is a wonderful occasion and idea. So, if you have any wonderful recipes,send em in. So... I have wonderful news. I am going to the Camp Rock Tour this summer. Basically it's two concerts, a Demi Lovato concert and a Jonas Brothers concert. This could not be more perfect. I am SO SO SO SO SO excited. It will be awesome :) I am disappointed in my state. We have no good Music Preforming arts summer camps. This upsets me because I really wanted to go to a singing camp this summer. If you know me at all, you know that a love love love love love love love love to sing and I think it is the biggest stress reliever in the world. I love singing with all my heart. Now that I'm done ranting about not being able to go to a music camp, I will Let you know that it is also national salad month. I don't really have a ton to say today, but it's also almost ten and I'm so tired so I should go to sleep anyway. Sorry I'm rambling so much, so I guess I'll go. Also I'm distracted by the Jonas brothers. So yeah. Bye
Listening to: Untouchable- Taylor Swift
Watching- Jonas Brothers Living The Dream Season 2
Feeling- Tired, sick.
Wishing- I was singing :)

Shine

Well hello. Happy Earth Day! Right now my ear is itching. No, I have no clue why I just said that. If you read my last post (rant)((ACHOO)) (((DEMONS BE GONE!))) Then you may, or may not care that the Jonas Brothers have still not announced anything about the tour. This disappoints me to an extreme level. I'm crying inside. On another note, tomorrow is Friday, which makes me extremely happy. Really, EXTREMELY happy. I love Friday's almost as much as fuzzy socks, and that's a lot folks. The picture from today's blog I took outside. We have some lovely flowering trees. Besides music and writing music and singing music, photography is my passion. Ye be warned. So please, don't take my pictures. That would be rude. And not in the way Harley posted about. BTW follow her blog http://accordingtoharley.blogspot.com/ So basically it would be rude rude, not awesome rude. Tonight it's supposed to snow again which makes me ANGRY. I just went and got spring clothes. And it's snowing. Oh well, at least I'll have an excuse to wear sweat pants and not get yelled at by my Fashion guru bestie. Wanna see a good movie? Then go watch my sisters keeper. It's a damn good movie. Sad, although I didn't cry. Remember me was sadder. The last song was sadder (more sad?) Either way, It's amazing. And great and all that jazz. Also, bandslam? Surprisingly amazing. This blog is sorta becoming pointless so I guess I'll just end it here.
Listening to: Amphetamine- I can't go on, I'll go on.
Feeling: Like I really wanna scratch my ear
Wishing: I had my homework done
Until next time...

Dear Jonas Brothers...

Ok. No babbling and dancing around the point here, I'm mad/anxious/nervous/excited. Why am I feeling such a strong mix of emotions you ask? Well, this can simply be summed up by one sentence. I AM A FANATIC. The Websters dictionary definition for Fanatic is as follows: a person motivated by irrational enthusiasm; "rabid isolationist" Sounds harsh right? Well it kind of is. If you know me even the slightest bit, you know that I have a possibly unhealthy obsession with the Jonas Brothers. Why does this have anything to do with the fact that I'm mad/anxious/nervous/excited? Well, if I were to tell you the whole story it would take countless blogs, a lot of coffee to keep me awake, and you would stop reading after the first bit. To really understand why I am so mad/anxious/nervous/excited without telling you my entire life story, you need to know 4 simple facts:
1. I am the type of person who NEEDS TO KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON.
2. I adore the Jonas Brothers and Demi Lovato
3. Camp Rock 2 is coming out this summer
4. I love going to concerts
Now that you know a little big about me, I can tell my story.
So I'm sitting here, tired and a little hyped of on caffeine considering I've only gotten a combined total of about 12 hours of sleep the past few nights listening to A cheesy country song about love with the Jonas brothers you tube channel open, which I am obsessively checking. Now I will tell you why. Today, yes today, (insert eep here) the Jonas brothers are announcing their tour dates for their 2010 summer tour. This tour is very controversial, although telling you about that would take an entire new blog. Nobody knows when they're announcing them. They are supposedly announcing them by Youtube. They logged onto their Youutube 30 minutes ago (fine, you can call me a jonas brothers stalker, but I say I am simply a "a person motivated by irrational enthusiasm" Here I am sitting, checking twitter too, as all us Jonasheads chant "JONASTOURDATES" up the TT list as we encourage them to stop the riots. They logged in 36 minutes ago, now I ask, WHY ON EARTH DOES IT TAKE 36 MINUTES TO UPLOAD A VIDEO? I mean honestly. I love them and all, but the suspense is killing me. So, If by some miracle, the Jonas Brothers read this, you've got the buzz going about the tour. Please? PLEASE! Tell us what's going on. My head will explode, and it will be on your shoulders. I think my cat's starting to worry about the rapid speed of my clicking and typing, so JB's? You're stressing out my cat. And she's stressed enough. She spends half her time hiding under the bed, let's face it, she's a weirdo. But I'm freaking her out. So pretty please?
I'm gonna go get a paper bag so I can breathe now.
Until next time.

Tic, Tac, Toe and lots more snow.

yup. the title of today's blog pretty much sums up my day. if you know me at all you probably know that I am obsessed with the jonas brothers. and demi lovato. but this post is about the jonas brothers. if you don't like them, i don't wanna hear it. i know everyone is entitled to their own opinions (for example i strongly dislike justin beiber) but i adore the jonas brothers. their music is amazing and i have been a devoted fan forever. basically, i know every song by heart, and about a thousand random facts about them and their music. hence, my new header picture, of them on there recent world tour. i saw them on that tour with my best friend, and it was amazing. their band is equally amazing, which i don't think a lot of people notice. if you have never heard the song goodnight and goodbye by them, i would strongly recommend it because it is a hidden jem among their songs. as well as hey baby. so if you hate them, i don't' wanna here it. if you love them, comment and we can be besties ok? lol jk. omg. ok i'll stop now. basically i love them tons. now on to why i put tic tac toe and lots more snow as the title... today in math i bluntly ignored my homework and played tic tac toe with my friend emma for an hour. it was fun, but we tied in the end. for the last bit, i woke up this morning and it had snowed again. i thought that the last huge storm would be the last snowy one, but i was wrong. well, that's it for now.
blog again later
listening to- can't have you- jonas brothers
talking to- my best friend, Berry. If you don't follow her, check her blog out at http://imaflightlessbird.blogspot.com/
peace, love and jonas
i had to say it.
Oh and berry, I totally did have sweet dreams :)