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Monday, August 22, 2011

Changing



it will be an interesting school year. i am front page editor for my school newspaper, so that will keep me quite busy. i am also taking pre-calc and ap gov. other than that, i am taking pretty basic and easy classes. i'm taking 2 art classes, a multimedia design class, a free period, a study hall and english. i think i definitely deserve to have a mostly easy school year after all i went through last year. it's my senior year and i plan to take every experience i can from it. i want to go to football games and school dances and concerts and show up dressed to the nines one day and in sweats the next and feel fine in both. i want to let my worries float away. i want to go to the sunrise breakfasts with all the other seniors and blast music from my car speakers. I want to find someone to fall in love with. i want to stand in the graduation line and cry with all my friends and say i did it. most of all, i want to laugh until i cry, and smile until my muscles hurt.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Stereo Hearts


hello! so school starts tomorrow, and i got my schedule. it looks like i have a pretty great schedule for this year! i'm strangely excited... tomorrow i have to go to all classes and then the hello day assembly, it will be busy and a little crazy~!though sunday's mean that school is the next day i always feel like sunday night is peaceful as long as i don't have any procrastinated homework! just the feeling of sitting in my room with my lamps and lanterns on listening to music freshly showered and picking out my clothes for the week feels so nice. so, now for the world of my passion- music. demi lovato released her album cover for her new album, unbroken, that comes out september 20th. here it is!

i love it and i am so excited for some new ddlovato music!!! what else? i heard the song stereo hearts for the first time this week and i adore it! well, i'm gonna clean up my room and take a shower. until next time...
LISTENING TO: (i am) the love skeptic - the lonely forest
WISHING: my jaw didn't hurt!
FEELING: nervous/calm, excited/scared!

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Let this go


school starts on monday. just had to put that out there. i find it to be rather saddening.i have to say, the new promo for psych is kind of amazing, they've always had some great promos but i really adore this one. what else do i have to say? i am starting to read a book called julliet immortal, and so far it's and really great. i went back to school shopping this week and i got a
bunch of really cute stuff :) i got a cute black sheer dress with some flowers on it, 2 pairs of leggings, a ring, 2 pairs of earrings, a baseball style shirt, a long grey t-shirt that says there's no place of rome, 2 paris of jeans, a cropped striped shirt, some sweat pants, black heel ankle boots and an empire waisted dress with bright abstract flowers all over it. i haven't gone shopping for more than one thing in a long time! it's been a long and stressful week though and i'm really exhauseted. my great grandpa who i'm really close to hasn't been doing so well this past week, so it's been really stressful. i think the song that describes my week is turn it off. i can't explain why i relate to music so much, but it really helps me. i can't wait for bones and psych this october. and then chuck! so many good new seasons coming soon! and demi's new album, unbroken on september 20th! school may start on monday, but i have a lot to look forward to.
until next time,
LISTENING TO: grey street- DMB
WISHING: i didn't have a headache
FEELING: exhausted

Saturday, August 13, 2011

The Tip of the Iceburg



hello! i'm sitting listening to music, looking at the moon reflect off the lake and waiting for the meteor shower to start :) there's also a beautiful full moon tonight! i spent the day at the beach today, swimming with the fishes and i discovered something: there are frogs! i never knew there are frogs! how did i never know this? how did i not spend my childhood catching frogs and naming them (yes i was a bug loving snail catching worm saving sort of child) i will from now on make it my mission to catch a frog. and release it again, of course. school starts in a little over a week, which is scary. what is awesome about school starting is that i can go clothes and shoe shopping :) let's see... what else have i been up to? oh, i'm watching the awful awful 90's show, twin peaks with my friend emma. it's truly awful, but so bad it's good. demi's new album, unbroken, comes out september 20th. i'm so excited!!!! i've always been a huge demi fan :) i got feathers in my hair, which i've been wanting to do forever (even before they were popular, so it's annoying that everybody has them now!) i think they look really cool. i don't think i've mentioned it before, but i'm really sad that this season is the closer's last season! psych and bones both return in october though, which is very exciting :)
that's all i have to say for now, until next time,
LISTENING TO: vanilla twilight- owl city
WISHING: for nothing, i'm happy :) besides maybe that school would start a week later..
FEELING: content, relaxed

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

After The Storm




yesterday was my birthday. i had a great birthday, i spent the day watching the so-bad-it's-good- show twin peaks with my friend emma. then i went out to dinner with my family and cake with my grandparents. right now, i am sitting outside on my deck with my new laptop eating chocolate cake and listening to music. as my dad says, well this doesn't suck :)school starts in less than two weeks, which is pretty alarming. my summer was great, but it really feels like it just flew by. i'm officially a huge fan of mumford & sons, which could be a problem :P
i don't have too much to say today, as i always do, so i guess i'll bid you farewell for now.
until next time,
LISTENING TO: roll away your stone- mumford & sons
FEELING: full of birthday cake.
WISHING: time would slow down a bit

Thursday, July 28, 2011

now i'm a fat house cat stuffed too full of words




hello all! i haven't blogged in so long, it's strange..... so i'm sitting here with my lovely friend emma listening to taylor swift on a lovely summer day... could it get any better? i don't think so. since i haven't blogged in a while, i must do a music update. so, first of all, i know i've always said i hate mumford and sons, but their songs little lion man and the cave are growing on me, so i guess i'll give them another chance ;) second, i discovered a new band that i love: the lonely forest. their song coyote (my song of the week) is available for free on amazon right now, and their cd is only $5 and it's incredibly awesome and worth it :) lastly, i got the modest mouse cd, good news for those who love bad news. i love the transitions between the songs and how they all flow together nicely :) oh! and how could i forget? demi lovato's amazingly heartfelt comeback song, skyscraper. amazing, soulful, and gave me chills the first time i listened to it. so, forever came out. and. it. is. beyond. amazing. i love it soooooo much! great conclusion to the trilogy, but i am definitely sad that it is the last one :( (you hear that maggie? how bout a cole/isabelle spin off? *COUGH COUGH HINT HINT!!!!* teehee. well, warped tour is soon. i really need to buy my ticket so i can see... RELIENT K!!!! so excited :) not too much happening on the home front, just enjoying my summer as it goes by way too fast. i'll blog again soon :)
until then,
LISTENING TO- flightless bird, american mouth- iron & wine
FEELING: happy!!!! relaxed, tired
WISHING: i was swimming with fishes

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Stitch Me Up



i haven't blogged lately because i've been upset. my cat fenway was taken by a coyote and he's gone. i just want to start by saying i really miss him. we the kings album came out this week, and i think it's their best album yet. next tuesday, forever, the third and final book in the shiver trilogy come out. i'm really excited. i don't really have too much to say. two shows that i am now addicted to are suits and nessicary roughness. you should check them out. also, i went to see larry crowne and it was really great. much better than i expected. that's all i have to say today, my post was short but i felt like saying something.
LISTENING TO: ashes and wine= a fine frenzy
FEELING: sad
WISHING: fenway was in my lap

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