And know I'll always love you, right now I just don't like you.

Well I'm still confused. And I'm still in love with Relient K. Not much has changed since last time I blogged. My knee is extremely itchy because yesterday my cat's claw got stuck in my skin. It wasn't pretty. So... The picture is a lovely pretty old door. Did you ever think of what doors represent? Well, each door unlocks a different life, and right now I'm trying to decide which door to go through. The one that looks easy for now, or the one that looks ugly, and may end up ugly, but it might be better in the end. That probably makes NO sense, but it does to me. So School is pretty much dunzo for me after this Wednesday, nothing much after that. I think I should probably make my blogs more meaningful and less babbly. if that's a word. I guess I'll finish off my blog with a think I wrote about music, and me. My relationship with music, because it is truly my world. Some people don't get that. They say
"So you've found your passion, what are you going to do with it?"
And I say
"Listen to it for the rest of my life."
they say
"That's it?"
I get unsure of myself but then I realize, it's enough.
If you find something amazing, you don't have to make an extravagant gesture
you can just love it.
I think that's true with people and passions.
Music is my passion
so here's the thing a ma bobber.
Please don't steal it, although I shouldn't have to ask that, now should I?
Colors

Flow through my ears and fills my brain with poetry.
Drives out the noise and helps me concentrate.
Without music I'd go crazy.
Life is black and white, without music.
Music is neon and pastels, and blood red.
I scroll through thousands of songs
And millions of words
A hundreds of stories
My collection tells the story of my life.
I'm home.
When I'm singing,
I'm here.
When I'm listening,
I'm calm.
When I'm starved,
I'm gone.
I'm addicted.
It's delicious.

guess that's it for now.
Until next time,
LISTENING TO- Forget and not slow down- Relient K
Wishing- things made sense.... again.
Talking: On MSN
Feeling- Confused, tired.

Be My Escape.

Well hello. Life's been pretty hectic/crazy and now, well I'm just confused. Ya know how sometimes you think you have everything figured out and then one thing happens, and you get completely thrown off balance and you have no idea if everything you've been going on is just shattered? Well I'm sorta having one of those moments right now, and I can say that it's unsettling, and annoying, and quite frankly I don't know what to do. Normally, I sorta have a plan and everything figured out, but now I just don't know. On the plus side, I discovered I have a deep musical passion for Relient K. I love them and you NEED to check them out. They've been on itunes since 2004, and they have a bunch of CD's, a bunch of GREAT music! So really, check them out! Also, I GOT TICKETS! The coveted tickets I was so deeply worried about getting, (yes I mean the JB/Demi Lovato concert tickets) and I am so relieved that I got them. They're not coming to my state, so I'm flying to Denver to see them. It's exciting. I guess I don't have too much more to say just... Well just wanted to say hello. So hello, and goodbye until next time...
Listening to-The One I'm Waiting For- Relient K
Feeling- Confused
Wishing- Everything made sense for a minute.

Paramore? I love you.

Well hello my lovelies!
Yesterday I was in a really bad mood.
But now I'm good.
Why? Because last night I went to an amazing Paramore concert.
It was INCREDIBLE
AMAZING.
INCREDIBLY AMAZING.
Fun and Reliant K opened, and they were amazing.
But really, it was awesome. We were pretty damn close so it was exciting.
They opened with Looking up, they closed with Misery Business. They played Whoa (amazing) Let the flames begin, Ignorance, Careful, The Only exception, CrushCrushCrush, Brick By Boring Brick and a bunch more.
THEY WERE INCREDIBLE.
Also, Nick Jonas and the Administration released a new album today.
A live one with 2-3 new songs depending how you look at it.
And the We'll Be A Dream music video came out.
So you can see why I'm happy.
Extremely happy
Oh, BTW, photo credit to Jim Urquhart.
I'm happy.
I shall now go.
Listening to- Inseparable- Nick Jonas and the Administration cover.
Feeling- Happy, soar from jumping up and down last night.
Wishing- I could go back tonight.
Guess that's it.
-Laly

Happy Bread Pudding Recipe Exchange Week

Happy Bread Pudding Exchange Week! No, I honestly did not make this up, it is national Bread Pudding Recipe Exchange week. I don't have a Bread Pudding Recipe to exchange, but I think this is a wonderful occasion and idea. So, if you have any wonderful recipes,send em in. So... I have wonderful news. I am going to the Camp Rock Tour this summer. Basically it's two concerts, a Demi Lovato concert and a Jonas Brothers concert. This could not be more perfect. I am SO SO SO SO SO excited. It will be awesome :) I am disappointed in my state. We have no good Music Preforming arts summer camps. This upsets me because I really wanted to go to a singing camp this summer. If you know me at all, you know that a love love love love love love love love to sing and I think it is the biggest stress reliever in the world. I love singing with all my heart. Now that I'm done ranting about not being able to go to a music camp, I will Let you know that it is also national salad month. I don't really have a ton to say today, but it's also almost ten and I'm so tired so I should go to sleep anyway. Sorry I'm rambling so much, so I guess I'll go. Also I'm distracted by the Jonas brothers. So yeah. Bye
Listening to: Untouchable- Taylor Swift
Watching- Jonas Brothers Living The Dream Season 2
Feeling- Tired, sick.
Wishing- I was singing :)